Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Special Olympics

Last August I approached my area Special Olympics Area Director about volunteering my time. It's such a wonderful charity and the way Jakob has grown from being a part of it has been amazing. 

I am now the Co-Director of Area 16 Special Olympics Arkansas. Eventually Diane (the other director) wants to retire and just be a volunteer. Until then I am learning the ropes.

So far I have attended the Area Director Conference in Little Rock, Tip a Hero, some school events and two polar plunges and it has been wonderful. The staff in the Little Rock office are so helpful. Winter Games is Feb 2-4 in Springdale, AR and they have me a room. I am catching a ride with Jakob and his class on the bus. Will be loads of fun.

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

It's been a long long time


Wow. My last blog post was years ago. I'm not very good with keeping up writing, as you can see. Here has what has happened since my last post in 2011, this is going to be a doosie:
2012- Gastric Bypass Surgery - weight 338
2013- 2014- lost 149 pounds. Lots of walking. 60 grams of protein per day, lots of water and minimal carbonated drinks. If I wanted a soda I would drink one but after the surgery it gives you major gas pains so I avoid them when necessary.
Lowest weight = 189 when my grandmother passed away March of 2014. 
2014 is by far the worst year of my life. Even surpasses the year when my parents divorce was final (I was 10). My Mamaw was everything to me. I was devastated and still am.
2015- the weight has started climbing back up. The walking has pretty much stopped. My "want" to do anything has disappeared.
2016- the doctor took me off my daily depression pill because "I am no longer grieving" ok whatever. The weight has continued to climb up to 230. 
My brother started dating a woman named Tracy. Psycho. Gold digger. Broke his heart.  Fast forward to November of 2016. I was served papers at work. 5 years ago my husband and I let our Pacifica go back to the bank. Little did we know, we still had to pay for this truck. The bank was supposed to sell it and then we would pay the difference from the upside down amount that we were in for. We never received the amount they sold it for. It was always in the back of my head but I chose not to seek out another bill and I was wrong for that. So Jamie and I decided to go and talk to a bankruptcy attorney. We qualify for Chapter 7. We can keep our house and current vehicle along with other loopholes that I'm not going into. We filed an answer to the summons the end of November thanks to the help of my lawyer friend that I work with. The bankruptcy lawyers fees are $1200. We are hoping things won't move forward until after income taxes. Also besides Christmas, our puppy Zoé had to get fixed. $150. 😳
2017- Jamie's car broke down. On a weekend. 2 blocks from home right after Christmas. Jamie doesn't like the mechanics in this town so I don't know what we are going to do. He thought it was some valve thing that he changed. That wasn't it. Then he thought it was the starter, bought and replaced it. Nope not it either. Now we have a paper weight in the driveway. Right after this happened. The heater for the house started making a sound so loud like a helicopter. The heat and air people came and looked at it. A fan blade has broken. Parts and labor will be $700. 😞 that was a Tuesday. Friday night, the heat quit. Just happened to be 18 degrees outside. We had to go buy space heaters. We kept blowing breakers. But the boys rooms were nice and toasty which was the important thing here. Monday afternoon at 3pm the part came in and the heat was fixed $707.58. 
My weight situation:  I'm still hanging at 230 and it's the first of Jan 2017. I know what I need to do. It's just when I'm going to do it.
I'm sure I've left out a lot of things---I'll try to update more often.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Day Two

Day Two and boy can I feel it?! I feel like I have shin splints!! My back is achy and even my right arm and shoulder are sore!!

Length: 1 mile
Max Speed: 3.0
Heart Rate: 158 bpm
Time: 25 minutes
Music: Adam Lambert

side note*
Was major let down today when my brother informed me that his friend, who promised me he would help me purchase a home, decided he didn't want to. So who knows what I will do?! I guess I'm just gonna tell my uncle that he can forget about it. UGH, why must I get my hopes up?

Monday, April 25, 2011

Fitness Club

Well, I have gone and done it. Day one of my first time ever having a membership to a gym at a place called, Anytime Fitness. I think I will talk about my journey.

Weight: Hugumbous
Distance: 1 mile
Machine: Treadmill
Time: 26 minutes
Max Speed: 3.2 mph
Heart Rate: 156 bpm
MUSIC: Adam Lambert
Album: For Your Entertainment.

I'm thinking my goal is to be 180 - 200. I need these flaps on my arms to BE GONE!!!!!!!!

Wish me luck...here goes nothing! :)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Freaking Christmas


This year was going so good, that is until yesterday 12/25/10. We go to my 80 year old grandmother's house for lunch and more presents. As I'm eating with my family, she tells me...."Amber, make sure you stop eating when you get full" I said, "Yes, I know that"

A little history......I struggle with my weight........A LOT! I'm a big girl. My brother is a big boy too. She always tells us how she NEVER says anything about our weight because we will do something about it when we are ready to. Until the last couple of years. I don't know if it is just old age or what, but every opportunity she gets, she talks about my weight.

Then she proceeds to tell me that she will give me $50 when I lose 100 pounds. She then says, I told your brother the same thing and he was doing pretty good, then he just quit! What the hell??? We are trying to have a nice Christmas lunch and have to listen to this bull sh#t????

At least I wasn't the only one she picked on. She asked my dad's wife about a former flame of hers right there in front of everyone!!! Can you believe that???? Utter Ridiculous! Ok...done with the rant :)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Forgive


Well, I forgave my husband. It is really hard to stay mad at him, the booger. When he picked me up from work today, he drove slowly away as I was trying to get in the car!!! Hilarious!!!

I took the boys pictures for their Christmas cards today. I think it is pretty darn cute!!!

I am worn out and going to bed, after I kill some green piggies!!!

Peace

Monday, December 13, 2010

Ugh...Men


Ugh...Men! First I want to start with what happened yesterday. Our local video store only wanted to give us $6 for True Blood Season 2 and $11 for Season 1. Jamie decided to go to GameStop and got $29 only for the two games. The movies were not sold.

Ok..a little history first. Us, a family of 4, only has 1 vehicle. Jamie is my chauffeur. I texted him at 4pm (I get off of work at 4:30) and asked him to pick up marshmallows. 4:30 came and I am standing outside in 16 degree temperature and no ride. I call him and he proceeds to yell at me because there were lines at Kroger. I told him I gave him 30 minutes to do this. He yelled, "YOU CAN DO IT NEXT TIME" I hung up the phone and I have not said one word to him since then. It is now 10:36pm. He has texted me saying he is sorry and to not be mad at him, and he has called and I declined the phone call. I know he is off of his mood pills, but he promised me he would try to be good. He hasn't tried at all. I am so sick of it. He forgets how it was before he started his pills, I was on the verge of leaving him, or kicking him out, one of those. I CAN NOT PUT UP WITH HIS ATTITUDE!

I was told today at work that I whined alot. After being told this, I kicked it up a notch and whined on purpose at EVERY opportunity :) That's how I roll!!

My BFF has been told that at the beginning of January she will be going back to Hawaii for work. Yes I said back to Hawaii for work. She said she absolutely hated it. We talked about her having to go back this weekend and she sent me a text today saying that we are not allowed to discuss things that could happen ever again. I wish we would have talked about me winning the lotto or having an affair with Robert Pattinson! Damn I love him!

Ok, enough of the venting. Off to bed I go.

Peace.